Eh. Who really cares? I don't. Not anymore, at least.
I just have to say this.
There are SO many situations in my life right now, as are with many people who live in the world in 2010. Quite a few situations, to put it lightly.
But despite all the psychotic things that seem to take place on my road, I still see the road, and that's a blessing in itself.
Some people lose sight, you know. Some people just give up and go completely adjacent to the way they were intended to go.
I was one of those people until two years ago.
But now...I'm on my road...doing what He wants me to do, and it is NOT easy. I will say that now, just to get it out of the way.
IT'S DIFFICULT.
IT'S HARD.
IT'S NOT SIMPLE.
IT'S FAR FROM WHAT EVERYONE ELSE IS DOING.
IT'S NOT TOO POPULAR.
IT'S FRUSTRATING.
But it's more than worth it.
Because I'm making Him happy...and that's really all that matters in this life.
Say what you will about my Jesus, but I live for Him, and nothing in this world or outside of it will ever make me change that.
Moving on.
I'm about to be nineteen [just like the Tegan and Sara song...which makes me undeniably excited all by itself], and all I can think is that I've made it SO far.
Do you even know?
No?
Well ask me, I'll tell you.
I wouldn't really like to go into my ENTIRE testimony RIGHT NOW.
Let it suffice it to say that I was dead, and He breathed life into me.
[HALLELUJAH.]
And now I'm breathing, I'm walking, I'm speaking, I'm living.
Now, I stumble, I stutter on some words, but all-in-all, I'm on the road.
Jesus...I couldn't say that before.
Lord.
You are TOO darn awesome!
You know that song by Tye Tribbett, "I Made It Through?"
...can you say
SHOUTRIGHTNOW!!!!
And with that, I shall close.
Goodnight bloggers.
Goodnight, and God bless.